Title: Confused and need help PLEASE READ!

By: tropicalhunny03

ok i have been datin this guy for a year and we used to argue alot he has broke up with me twice cause of people tellin him crap that isnet true the last time we broke up was in febuary. Since then alot has happend my house burnt down in may and i lost everything, my mom has cancer and, my dad is gettin sued by his ex wif. Plus im struggling with myself before me and this guy started datin (we will call him CJ) i had a problem i would cut my wrists alot to ease pain i quit just a couple of months before we started datin. Anyways when my house burnt down i moved in with my mammow and there was 5 people livin ina one bedroom house since then we are rentin a tralior which only has 2 bedrooms. we are buyin ahouse this month thank god. This all has a point! YOu can prolly see i have alot of stress on me and as a recovering person who cut themsleves im tempted alot alothough so far i havent which is great!. Anyways my boyfriend i really love him i would do anything for him he is the frist decent boyfriend i have had and hes wonderful. but we do have some problems i ahve been worryin about latly we come form seperate religions hes like holiness or penecostal not for sure what the diffrence is but one of those and im baptist. he says his reliogon requires lots of things he constanly tells me i need to grow my hair long and wear skirts and quit wearin make up and i need to stop talkin to every one of my guy friends. Another problem is his parents my boyfirned is 17 and he has never been away form his parents his dad made him quit school to work with him CJ hates it but his dad has it in his mind that he has to do that. which i dont think is right also they all say there christians and stuff but there very prejudice and they talk about everyone behind there back his parents are also very strict. My parents on the other hand isent i have a bad attitude alot towards my parents i ahve anger problems i will admit and i cant take alot of things and i do smart off and hang up on my parents and stuff. well cjs dad expects me to always come to there house and go places with them but he never lets cj come to my house or go places with me i really really love CJ alot i dont want to lose him but i cant deal with his parents and his religion i would reall love to stay with him but i donno how would someone please give me advice!