Title: hmm...

By: lolkul

this girl whom i want, now she even apears in my dream and bother me... it's been a year since i liked her, and it's been a long time that i try to erase all of her pictures from my brain and i thought i did but i had a dream about her two days ago...
i thought she will be gone forever from my head... but the imagination of her stucks in my brain and i don't think i will be able to get rid of them...

it's because what i'd done to her... i should never say those awful words to her because of that, a lot of her friends and she think i am a sexist, which i am not even though i am i will like girls more than guys of course...because of the other girl, i thought i finally got rid of her but i guess i was wrong, i do like the other one and if i could be her friend i will be glad and maybe i can really forget about her but again i was wrong, it is my opion that i should get with her and help her and protect her because of the things that i'd done to her maybe she will never forget those things but it doesn't mean i have any chance at all, does it?

now i'm in highschool, i got more friends than i ever expected, i am not a shy dude as once i was like last year, but still, she has more friends than me, how am i going to be her friend or boyfriend if most of her friends hate me... and that's why im here, things are getting better, except, one thing, about her... and of course her friends... is there any chance or the way i could be close to her? some people said i should wait, but i just can't because i can see her go out with other guy...

by the way, there is a rumor that i said i was going to kill her... honestly, why would i kill somebody if i like that person so much and also i am not those kind of people like gangster or whatever... what do you think i should do?

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Monday, December 19, 2005 - Heavy duty crush
Answer by: Gregg@LoveIsGreat.com