well I went to JC and preachers came to preach down their!So when I got out i asked my saved friend for help and I started going to her church.I have an ANGER PROBLEM where I hit people when I get MAD or you can be on my good side & I'll be alittle ANGEL.Well my mom & I are close now cause she was the 1 I hit.Anyways the person that helps out the pastor is 19 or 20 right away I thought he is HOT,but way to good for me.So I was like I leave him ALONE!Well I found out eh was looking at me & IDK if it was cause I was the closest or he was attracted to me.well I was the happiest girl in the world and oh yea I am 16.well anyways as time grew on I started to grow on him.I hugged him all the time & I thought it was just a small crush you know cause he was so HOT & perfect personality well my ANGER PROBS went away.I had no problems & I was a hug CHRISTIAN!Well a few months later they realized before I realized I was falling IN LIVE with him & made it where we can't be around eachother.It hurt so bad & all my probs came back.I feel like he was my ANGEL guiding me to the right direction & I feel like he is the one I am supose to be with.I prayed about it & I got signs he was the one BUT I am scared & should I stay away and let GOD make it happen or talk to him.He will talk to me cause he did in the pastor's face las Thursday but they threatened to kick me out of church if I didn't stay away.I wanted to talk back to him so bad.anyways he kept on saying to himself YES GOD YES GOD & destiny.my friends were playing aroun d going michelle are u pegnet & I wwas playing around saying yes!He said pregnet with destiny & I didn't get what he meant until I wokeup & realized he was the one for me.When I hear his voice my ANGER calms down even if it is just fom an answering machine.Yesterday I got mad I MEAN MAD at a friend for something I had a right to get mad at and I was going syco!something told me to call his office & I did & I was happy again & calm.cause his voice on the answering machine.should I tell him this or just wait for it to happen??
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--- Wednesday, December 22, 2004 - ~~~
Answer by: §trife
I think it's ironic how this all happened during the time of year where anything is possible and miracles happen. I think it's great that church has helped you and not only that you've found a person who is also a beakon for positive energy for you. But what I think is that things have an interesting way of working out wether it be positive or natural, however things happen, things happen for a reason. I may not be religious but im guessing you are and if you believe in God, believe in what he has planned for you and remember he does this for a reason. Let things work out for themselves and well maybe things may work out in your favor.
--- Wednesday, December 22, 2004 - Trust
Answer by: SillyNan
Just trust God. Everything will turn out fine. But keep talking to the kid! He sounds like a perfect angel for you, and it sounds like you could really use a guy like him right now. Try hard to be the person DEEP DOWN INSIDE you know you can be, and then let God's plan for u (NOT fate) decide your future. You r being guided girl, stay within the His hands.
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