Title: Is Bi Bad, cause I think i love him??

By: SillyNan

sorry this is long, but if you could help me, I feel so sad right now, and i don't know what to do.....

One of my (gay/bi) friends was talking to my boy friend today. (I'm a girl, so yea)

ne ways,he was like "if you EVER hurt her again, I am gonna kick ur ass." (because my Bf has cheated on me before)
Then me and the bi kid went off to do our track event (high jump) together, cause we are both 15, and are on the same team.

as we were walking over there He said "yea, I used to like you before I turned gay."

I was glad to hear it, cause i have A MAJOR crush on this guy.
so anyway he said
"yea, keep this on the DL, but I never really was gay, it is more like bi. could you ever see me with a girl again?"

I said, yea, he could get any girl he wanted if he was truly bi or straight. cause he is HOT!

so now he has been a flirty w/ gurls again. so yea.

Last night I asked him if he wanted to come over to my house w/ like 5 other people (4 gurls 1 guy) to do DDR (dance game on Playstation)

he said sure and we walked home together. alls he did was text message this 21 yr old guy he thought was hot. it was fine, for a while.

then the girl that asked him to WPA came over, and he was all like "KAYLA!" and stuff like he was really glad she came. even though we had been having a good time prank calling people......hehehe

he was flirting w her, this guy he was talking to on the phone and almost ignoring me.

then we did this game, and it came to kissing me on the lips. he was REALLY reluctant, but did, but then kissed the girl he asked to WPA, and all he said was "i feel like a man WH***" (even though she and the rest of them think he is gay, all the way) he absolutly refused to make out w/ NE one though cause he just got his tongue pierced...

then another thing was to dirty dance w/ him. I didn't know how, and so he got the girl that asked him to WPA to show me how, and then he was like "o sorry, Kayla took your place!"
I didn't say anything then.

Then he asked me to tell my mom he was gay. which I certainly didnt cause then she wouldn't be so keen on letting him com over.

before all of this, he said me and him would go to this theme park he works at this summer, cause him and his (lesbian) sister gave me ride home the other day when i was feeling crummy about my sucky boyfriend.

then at my house he was like "we ALL need to go as a GROUP to my work and we can all hang out and stuff! this was so fun"

that hurt, cause I kinda wanted to go w/ him by myself cause yea...

now I don't know if he still "likes me like that." cause I think he really likes guys more. but I am gonna break up w/ my current bf cause I HATE IT!

I don't know if it is right for a straight girl to love a bi guy, especially if I am a die hard christian and he is athiest.

I want him soooooo bad, but I could never tell him that. cause I think that would turn him off.

I also told him last night, I have a mild form of tourettes, but I don't know if that had anything to do with it.

I am feeling so guilty and jealous over this, and i have NO idea what do do in this situation.

please tell me if you can give me some good advice,cause I am really falling apart over it!

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Sunday, March 13, 2005 - Yea
Answer by: SillyNan

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Saturday, March 12, 2005 - eem
Answer by: eskemo