Title: um..... you tell me

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ok... i am so in love with this girl who shared the same feelings... we were only friends and we were real close, but somehow somewhere i screwed up and she ended our friendship. After she ended it, i confessed to her that i loved her, but she wouldnt react... long story.. but anyway after she ended our friendship, one of her friends told me that she had feelings for me. i was so astounded.... but she just ignored me..

after a while, she approached me again and she told me that she was sorry, but tht she had changed.. she no longer had feelings for me, and in fact liked someone else, one of my friends. i was really hurt.. but anyway, we didnt go back as friends becuz she knew how i felt and we barely even said a word to eachother...

one day she caught me talkin to one of her friends, and then i remember the next day she was talking to her friend, and she told her that she wasnt going to change so i should just forget about her, it was so painful for me... after a couple of suicide attempts, i still feel the same way, but just cant approach her..
but she also got over my friend, they never went out.. she didnt like who he was...

well, its now 5 months later since she ended our friendship, and we handt said anythin to eachother for a long time.. but just this tuesday, she talked to one of my friends about me, and she asked him if I was quiet... it seems like such a random question. i mean we knew eachother very well, and now shes askin my friend if Im quiet??? my friend told her tht i wasnt but i would open up to u if u got ot know me and became my friend. but now ive gotten my hopes up all over again.... the only rational explanations i could think of as to why she would ask such a question are that she is concerned about me and cares, or maybe she would like to get to know me again, and had a change of heart.... i mean for months she showed no compassion or concern for my feelings, and she just wanted me to get over it... but i mean, why would would she ask this if she didnt care

so i was wondering, do u see any hope for me??? im just afraid tht im getting my hopes up for nothing?? do u think she may have come around at last??
thnkx for ur time
ben

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005 - hurm
Answer by: Angel-Cupid