Title: Confused.. do i like my boyfriend? or ex?

By: Buttercup 98

Ok well I have a man right now and its not going so good, well its been going not too good. U kno the spark u feel when u have a boyfriend? the excitement of being w/ him? I really dont get it da much. I have an ex boyfriend that I let go because I thought I really liked my current man. After me n ma ex broke up we kept as friends n we got really close. Everyday we either talk on the phone or text, we chat, in school he walks me to my classes,I always have something of his, he walks me home, we go to the movies.Really often when people ask my boyfriend who r u going out w/? n he says my name they are all like oh I thought she was going out w/ dis other guy shes always w/ him. My boy get really pissed n jelaous!but its cuz i cant stay w/out my ex, its like i like him well started likeing him, we have such great communication.

When we are together its great, n he calls me corny nicknames that I luv, he always tries to make me feel good, he says he loves me! my boyfriend says he really likes me bt w/ him its another kind of relationship, we call ourselves other nicknames like B**ch, h*e, idiot u kno? we hit each other, i like its fun bt sometimes i need something serious and that aint his thing, hes always goofy n funny and im cool w/ it cuz thats wat caught my eye bt still.

Ok and today everything came apart, we went to an amusement park bunch of people from school. Me n ma ex had it planned already,we were gonna chill together and have a blast. And as u might know my boyfriend was really pissed because I wasnt w/ him plus they told him that I was holding hands w/ him n that he was holding me (ma ex)that was true, bt it begined cuz they told me he was doing soem w/ a girl! the point is that he wont say a word to me...n the word is that hes breaking up w/ me tomorrow in our 2 month anniversary.

I really dont kno if this is good or bad, i mean i wanted to go back w/ ma ex, bt i feel like such a b**ch because everybody is against me because they all think I was toying w/ ma man all the time bt its not like dat, wat gets me mad is da they wont listen to me! they just believe wat they want to they judge me just like nothing. N i dono if I wanna fix things so he wont brake up w me, its like I want ma ex and ma boy at the same time, i cant make up my mind bout that... help! wat should I do? juss give me advice.