Title: Scared

By: xXJillyPepperXx

Hi, Me and my boyfriend are in a somewhat long distance relationship, he lives only 30 miles away, but it's over a large dangerous highway through a mountainrange, so we're only able to see eachother once every couple weeks, and it all depends on wether or not his(and my) best friend is home with his mom, or with his dad for the weekend, anyway, what I'm trying to make note of, is that we don't see much of eachother, but we're in love, true unrelenting love, I know it and he know's it and it's just been growing stronger, and we've had sex a couple times, always on my period of course, two months ago, and one month ago, but this month I was in class, it was during my period, and I had to change my tampon, and I felt a clot in it so I took it out and looked at it, but it was no clot...it was my miscarried child. If I had an ounce of air in either of my lungs I would have screamed bloody murder. And I feel terrible ...like I'm the one who killed this baby, because I have to take pills and I know that's what killed it. And I don't know wether i should tell my boyfriend or not, we're both only 16 and of course it would have been terrible to have to take care of a baby this early, but I don't want him to feel bad that the baby's dead. Please tell me what I should do!


-Jill

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Sunday, July 3, 2005 - hey it's ok!
Answer by: baby blue